Snow Drops Softly

There was a time in my life that I could not feel. I didn't know what feelings were. I didn't want to know. Now I feel. Sometimes it can be as though I am living a lifetime of experiences in a concentrated dose.

How does one start living, feeling, after not for so long? Is it ever possible to normalize...to stabilize...to fully function?


I can delight in the joys of childhood in the body of an adult as first time experiences, but I can also overwhelm like a toddler that is over stimulated without a needed nap. Balance is the key.



Edgy. Drifting. Rushing Thoughts.

Interest. Doing. Creative Drive.

Learning. Hearing. Seeing New.

Hurting. Feeling. Coming Loose.

Darting. Unstable. About to Cry.

Seeking. Touching. Being Alive.

Distant. Cautious. Wanting to Fly.

Random. Instinct. Trust My Gut.

Caring. Listening. Words of Love.

Tiring. Spinning. Colors Burst.

Doubting. Knowing. Clenching Jaw.

Empty. Lonely. Biting Lip.

Deeply Breathing. Take a Sigh.

Calming. Jelling. Ragdoll limp.

Someone. See Me. I am Here.

Never Normal. Never Fear.

Living Life to Its Full.

Uncover Secrets. Learn to Laugh.

Sing a Song. Hold a Hand.

Snow Drops Softly on the Ground.

Beauty. Softness. Purity.

Did You Hear Me? Did You Know?

I am Living, Warm and Cold.