Life After Trauma Healing - A Life Worth Living
You were made for something more! There is LIFE after trauma healing! Your gut tells you that something is missing... it is right. Believe it! The flame of your human soul will blaze with passion for being who you were before trauma came destroying your soul.
Each abuse, each neglect, each ugly-hurtful-experience - ripped you, broke you, beat you a little more.... more than you could bare. The thought of healing is insurmountable... particularly when you are in the midst of being in the thick of dealing with the pain.
This journey is not easy, but it is a life with a healing of the heart that is worth living. It is a spiritual journey as much as a mental, emotional and physical one.
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My thoughts were random as I listened to a rap song on the radio. The artist was proclaiming his love for a girl and expressing how he would die for her... take bullet, stand in front of a train... etc. whatever. I thought for a moment while the song was playing. I knew inside my heart I would die for my child. Then I thought, "Jesus died for me. He loves me that much, like how much I love my child."
Freely drifting in thought, I thought about how for me, going through healing was like being able to die for my child. As I began I was pushing myself through for my children. I knew I wanted to stop hurting them, and become the mother I longed to be and I felt they deserved.
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Healing is painful - I will not lie. There are amazingly beautiful moments, each time a piece of your soul is restored, you receive a cherished treasure that will never be taken away from you. What was once ugly is more than new, but it is one piece, one step, one part ... of the journey of your heart.
Slowly in the healing, I grew to know and love myself to be determined to finish the healing for me, but that was not the original impetus.
Now the pain of healing is a faded memory, like the birth pangs of a mother after she holds her precious newborn in her arms. As she beholds, her child, she knows... it was worth it... And as the years pass, the pain of delivery diminishes to words tell a story, not an intense real bodily feelings. The felt pain is gone, replaced by known pain and precious healing.
So don't give up on trauma healing. Life after healing is a new adventure awakened by God's tender touch deep within. It is a life worth living. I promise.
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| Keep Walking - Healed is a Life Worth Living. |
Soak in this certain hope for your future: life is worth living.
I can't tell you how long it will be before you reach this point, but I can tell you with absolute assurance that if you continue on the path of healing personally designed by God (your creator) for you - this day will come.This journey is not easy, but it is a life with a healing of the heart that is worth living. It is a spiritual journey as much as a mental, emotional and physical one.
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My thoughts were random as I listened to a rap song on the radio. The artist was proclaiming his love for a girl and expressing how he would die for her... take bullet, stand in front of a train... etc. whatever. I thought for a moment while the song was playing. I knew inside my heart I would die for my child. Then I thought, "Jesus died for me. He loves me that much, like how much I love my child."
Freely drifting in thought, I thought about how for me, going through healing was like being able to die for my child. As I began I was pushing myself through for my children. I knew I wanted to stop hurting them, and become the mother I longed to be and I felt they deserved.
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Healing is painful - I will not lie. There are amazingly beautiful moments, each time a piece of your soul is restored, you receive a cherished treasure that will never be taken away from you. What was once ugly is more than new, but it is one piece, one step, one part ... of the journey of your heart.
Slowly in the healing, I grew to know and love myself to be determined to finish the healing for me, but that was not the original impetus.
Now the pain of healing is a faded memory, like the birth pangs of a mother after she holds her precious newborn in her arms. As she beholds, her child, she knows... it was worth it... And as the years pass, the pain of delivery diminishes to words tell a story, not an intense real bodily feelings. The felt pain is gone, replaced by known pain and precious healing.
So don't give up on trauma healing. Life after healing is a new adventure awakened by God's tender touch deep within. It is a life worth living. I promise.
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