God Speaks Life into My Soul

I went to a dear friends homestead in AL. Our sign by the guest room door said, "Welcome to the simple life". And that is what happen, God welcomed my heart to the simple life. Everything about this weekend had his divine sovereign hand upon it.

As I share this vision that was given to Bob Jones, a listening man of God, I want to say that I have never, ever been given something to read that so spoke to my soul... that seemed like it was written for my eye's alone to see. It spoke to the exact place I was in my healing journey.

We were loading up in the van for a 4 hour drive home after a quite simple, refreshing weekend. I cherished the late hour talks with Chris, the mother and homeschooler of 8. We were nourished body, spirit and soul, through natural, whole foods, prayer and listening to Godly men preach, and simple walks into the forest area around their property. My whole being was so rested and encouraged.
Chris handed me a copy of an email...this is part of what it said, the part that spoke directly to me:

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Past Disappointments and Expectations
In a vision on August 31, 2008, Bob
saw that many people were imprisoned by their lost expectations. What they
expected out of their lives had not come to pass.
Past disappointments or expectations for our lives have imprisoned us. And when you look back to your past expectations, you have no vision for your future.
Your failures were steppingstones from your past; steppingstones into His presence and your future.
It's time for you to flush your past and let it be gone from you. The Lord is
commissioning you - giving you a mission; vision for the future.
There is a remnant left who remain; they really believe God and have kept their spirits and consciences clean. The Lord is not disappointed in them. However, they've become disappointed in themselves. But the Lord says to you that your disappointment was His opportunity.
So our past disappointments rob us from our future vision because God is saying:
"I'm not disappointed in you because of your failed expectations, for they were My opportunity to change your life for My purpose.
"Your disappointments or expectations were stepping stones to My
presence, and now, I'm going to demand that you flush them and look to the
future - not the past, for those who look to the past have no future! I now have
My Spirit in many of My people."
In the vision, Bob saw that many of God's saints' consciences (or their spirits) were clean, but their minds weren't. And the Holy Spirit is dealing with the mind of those who have not come to the place where they thought they should be.
God says, "Their conscience is clean and now I'm going to cleanse their soul, because I'm going to use their soul and their spirit to reveal My Kingdom. So now I begin a work of cleansing their soul, so their soul might be a partaker of My Divine Nature.
"You're actually ready in the spirit. Now I'm preparing your soul, for I'm going to use both soul and spirit. And the soul is what I'm preparing.
"I just want you to know that I'm not disappointed in you and I've brought you to the place where your future in Me shall be fruit." Amen. (from www.Bobjones.org)

God has been teaching me

God has been teaching me this past month or two about my spirit… and how it
is totally clean.
The night before I left for AL I spoke with my godly Christian psychiatrist that
I have known for 7 years about how God was going to used the hell that I lived
through during my childhood to help me to see the spiritual realm more
clearly. It was a blessing from my abusive childhood. He told me that this was a wonderful insight, and truth. We discussed about how my spirit was clean but that my soul was still broken and needing healing. I expressed my faith to him that God
could chose to heal my soul in an instant or take all the days of my life…
no matter, I would continue with Him on the healing path, seeking godly
counsel, medical care and do whatever I needed to do as I tried to be the
best Lindy, wife, mother, sister, and friend I could possibly be on this
side of heaven until glorification of my soul.

This is where I could not believe my eyes and what God was telling me through this
vision of Bob Jones on this email just handed to me…. God was saying…

Their conscience is clean and now I'm going to cleanse their soul, because I'm going
to use their soul and their spirit to reveal My Kingdom. So now I begin a work
of cleansing their soul, so their soul might be a partaker of My Divine Nature.
"You're actually ready in the spirit. Now I'm preparing your soul,
for I'm going to use both soul and spirit. And the soul is what I'm
preparing.
"I just want you to know that I'm not disappointed in you and I've brought
you to the place where your future in Me shall be fruit."
Amen.

He was saying this to me… Lindy your spirit is clean, now I am going to cleanse your soul, because I am going to use your soul and spirit to reveal My Kingdom. So now I begin a work of cleansing your soul, so your soul might be a partaker of my Divine Nature. You are actually ready in spirit. Now I am preparing your soul, for I am going to use both soul and spirit. And your soul, Lindy, is what I am
preparing. I just want you to know that I am not disappointed in you, and
I have brought you to the place where your future in Me shall be fruitful.
It is True!

There is a part of my that wants to hold back posting this… to resist being a freak, rejected, loony…But I have to testify to what God has done and is doing.

He is calling me forth to His ministry… it is a intercessor ministry. I have been called by God to intercessory prayer.

He is tutoring me quickly because there is a lot of great work He want to accomplish and the time is now. He has spoken to my soul. He wants to use my life to flow through His powerful prayers to move from the spiritual realm to the physical realm. I don’t understand what all it means I just know that I have to listen closely to Him and obey. Only God knows what needs to happen or what will take place. I
am His maidservant… a stepping stone to the gospel and to Him.

Thank you for listening. Feel free to comment.